I give up.

Friends aren't supposed to block each other out, but that's what you're doing. You've decided that for whatever reason, half a year friendship with my brother, outweighs me coming to you as 8 year friend, and asking NICELY if we could talk. You blew me off, when I wanted to tell you something.

So, since you've literally decided I'm not worth your time, I'll say it here. I've about given up. The only time you want to hang out with me, is when the boys aren't around. And Ya know what, I'm tired of being that last god damn resort of entertainment for you. I'm good to be around when it suits you. You'll pick them, cause it's like your own duo of shopping buddies, but THEY didn't see you through half the shit I have, they don't keep your secrets, and they have blocked you out of their lives and blown you off. I try SOO hard not to let that happen, and yet somehow, you make me feel like the third wheel in my own friendship with you.

Well, enough. When you leave for your vacation, I hope you have fun. When you come back, I won't be here waiting to hang out, I'll be making my own plans to have fun while you're gone, I'll also be sure that 'i can't answer my phone' when you call.

I am SO tired of not getting to do anything with you on my own, but you and the boys can happily leave me out of stuff that I suggested the whole group due. And you don't fucking care! Shopping for a present for my mom for Mother's Day, and helping you find yours. You left me out of that, and thank god I work well on my own, and wasn't COMPLETELY fucking dependent on you.

My birthday.. You forgot about. In 8 years, I haven't forgot your birthday. I invited you and the rest of the group to come hang out. You came, but never looked very happy, except when you got to leave.

I'm done. Screw trying to hang out with you. WHEN you want your fucking friendship back, stop and think, I may not want to be a part of it anymore.

Wee. Work Mods.

I get to take a new 'course' for work. And it's about as much fun as watching chess. the lady's voice is so dull. Though, the first module was 100% done correctly by me :) Yay.
I have to get 80% or higher..
Oh and the narrator keeps repeating, "You are Super 8. You are Super!" >.< It's like my Graduation speech all over again. "We did it guys!" over and over..